I can't believe this....

Once again Noerusan of Deviantart never get the chance of entering in another awesome tournament for the fifth time. But I have to accept defeat and I have to keep my dignity and grace in place before I get another emo episode. But it feels unfair, you know. I've always wanted to be part of a cool tourney with all of the peeps I love to fight against but I get another lousy chance of staying on the side line again. [EDIT: just like this show I like here, but this episode makes me feel that I'm the main hero that failed four times like me [link] ]

Perhaps its not my time to be in tourneys and doing original cool stuff.

I made a promise to myself when I started my audition: That I will give up on making original stuff of DA (that is joining tourneys) and go back to my old self that is supporting fandom. I have been having an idea running on my head for a while of making a 'One Piece' doujinshi, that way I can get myself a little popular by doing that since no one is making a straight or crack doujins.

Well, I guess tomorow or whenever the time comes; I will begin my fresh start.